share your experience/story here. :]

have u experienced being iNLOVE?
me? i experienced it many times. :]]

here's my story about HiM :]
(tagalogin cu na ha. mahirap mag english e. ahaha. :]] )

one day, mi JOURNALiSM kmi sa school.
lagi xang tanong ng tanong. :]
kaya un, nging malapit kmi sa isa't isa.
one time, mi kumalat na "chismis" na crush daw nia acu.
aun. d pa rin acu naniwala. ahaha. :]]
the next day, pag pasok cu sa school, nkita cu xa. nagwawalis(masipag.lol).
nilapitan cu xa. pag lapit cu, kinausap cu xa.
nag bublush xa tlaga. ahaha.
tinanong cu xa qng tlagang totoo ang "chismis".
sinagot nia ng harap-harapan. sabi nya, "oo pat. crush kita".
nashock acu, tumakbo acu papunta ng classroom.
d acu lumabas nung recess at lunch. then, nung dismissal. nkita cu xa ulit.
lumapit sya sa akin. hinatid nia acu pauwi. peo, d cu xa type nung tym na un.
after 5 days, mi nagtxt sa akin. sabi, "hi pat." nag reply acu na, "hu u?" (lol)
sabi nya, "c mark louie to." (MARK LOUiE ksi nym nia. :]) pag katapos, d na acu ngreply.

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after 1 mnth.
mi kumalat na "chismis" ulit na mi ibang crush na daw sya.
ewan cu ba qng ba't naririnig cu un, nagseselos acu.
un pla, ung 1 mnth na d cu xa kinakausap, e ung tym na madedevelop acu sa kanya. tinext cu xa, sabi cu, "totoo ba ung kumakalat mark?" sabi nya, "nd pat. ikw lg ang kaunaunahang gurl na nagpatibok ng puso cu." sabi cu, "natouch acu ha. :]" sabi nya, "pde kbang lumabas?" sabi cu, "cge. teka ha. lalabas acu."

nung nasa labas na acu, nag usap kmi. sabi nia what if dw na ligawan nia acu. sasagotin cu ba dw xa. nanahimik acu. tinitingnan nia acu sabay SMiLE. sabi cu, "ewan mark. d cu alam. " umalis sya agad. nakaupo pa rin acu. d ksi acu makatayo. ahaha. :]]

the next morning, march 8, 2008. saturday un, wulang pasok. sinabihan nia acu na gumala dw kmi. sabi cu, "cge. gala tau." nung gabing iyon, nagtapat na xa sa akin. sabi nia, "patrizia marie(nym cu.lol) mahal na mahal na mahal kita. d cu kayang mapunta ka sa iba. handa acung isakripisio lahat pra sau. ibigay mu lg ang matamis mung OO". natahimik acu. nashock acu. npagisip2 cu na mahal cu rin xia at ayaw cu rin mawala xia. kaya sinagot cu c mark. :]

-- 8 months kmi ni mark. iniwan nia acu kasi iba na dw mahal nia at tinatamad na dw xa sa akin. wula acung magawa. pinakawalan cu xa. 5 mnths acung nkamove on. nung nkamove on na acu, sinabihan nia acu na mahal pa nia acu. nd na acu nagpaloko. MASAKiT kayang iwan sa ere. :( --

MARCH 8, 2008 - NOV. 26, 2008
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I was close friends with this guy since we were 7th grade. We texted each other every single day, without fail.

We became close, and sophomore year came and he confessed that he loves me. For some reason, ever since he said that, I had a really short temper with him. I'm annoyed by his presence.

Months passed, and it was already December. I was about to migrate to another country that time. The day before I left the country, he gave me a charm bracelet and a teddy bear with a ribbon saying, "I love you." There was also a letter included.

I won't tell you the contents of the letter mainly because I really can't remember what it was about, but it really changed my heart, and mind. I came back for him a month later.

February came, and he said he was courting me. He also kissed me that time. That time, I realized that I was hating him for all the wrong reasons because I didn't want to fall for him and ruin our friendship. April came, and that was when I really wanted to tell that I love him too. And I did.

We became officially together on April 23, 2007. It was summer, and we all know it's quite hard to maintain a relationship during summer break. I had a feeling he was cheating on me, because he keeps on texting another girl and being all sweet to her. He also gets to spend more time with her than with me because the girl also attends their Youth thing on their church.

It was our first monthsary, and we went out. While I was waiting for my dad to pick me up, we had this discussion about his summer activities. He told me that the time he will allot for the Youth activity would be 5 times a week now. And I got really mad and hurt, because I knew that there was more to "serving God." I knew he also wanted to see her. I tried to act normal though, so I jokingly acted a bit bummed. But then he took it seriously. I gave him a peck, and I said goodbye because my dad was already there.

That night, I asked him if he still loves me. And he said, "After what happened, I don't know anymore." I was crushed. I knew it was all going to be over. I tried to ask him for another chance, or at least a decent explanation as to why he's breaking up with me. But he insisted he just needs "time." Two days passed without any communication with each other at all, and then he told me that it would be better off if we were just friends.

That was the end of my first relationship.

5 months has passed, and that was when I heard that he already has a new girlfriend. And it was her. The girl whom he was always texting. The girl whom I absolutely despised. I was really hurt, because I knew that the girl was the reason of the break up. (Not to mention he used the ancient line, "It's not you, it's me." on me.)

Not only that, but they got together 23 days after he broke up with me. 23 f-ing days.


APRIL 23, 2007 - MAY 25, 2007
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FIN.



But it doesn't matter now. I'm really happy with my current boyfriend. :3 <3